Monday, December 5, 2011

Aches

Today my doctor never did call and the nurse never did return my call. My heart just aches! I REALLY wanted to talked to them. I feel so left to the curb. I am an emotional wreck today and don't know if I made the right decision. I was really wanting to do another u/s today. After taking my meds, injections and driving back and forth to Indy for ultrasounds and then being told we can't do an IUI....it is just making my heart ache. I just ask for some prayers that I can have peace with this all.

7 comments:

Anonymous said...

Ashley, I am so sorry you have to go through all of this... :( My heart aches for you and Jarod... if you ever need anything i'm just a phone call or a visit away..:) seriously.. we can craft together..:) i'll be home all day tomorrow and am planning on doing some sewing, crafting, so just give me a call (numbers in the directory) you are welcome to join!

Ashley said...

Thanks so much Abby!!! I would take you up on that but I have to work the next couple of days:(

Chelsa said...

It's so hard to see past the "right now" to a happier place where your heart is content. Praying for peace for you.

Every time I look at Corbin I think of all we went through to get him here (I know it's not the same situation, but similiar feelings) and it's so worth it. When you hold your baby in your arms the pain won't be forgotten (I hate when ppl say that), but it will be all the sweeter because of it.

Hang in there sweet girl!

Sonya said...

Praying sweet Ashley! I'm so sorry you have to go through this. If you ever need anything please call.

Anonymous said...

Praying for you!!! I learned that I have to be firm w/ Drs. and nurses. Did you ever receive the results of your bloodwork for ur endometrial level? Even tho you had that many follicles, you're bloodwork will indicate how many you truly have. You will get thru this! He's with us Ashley, right by our sides, so lean on Him!! Pls let me know if u need anything! I know how disappointing it feels to get so far and then have to stop.

Erica said...

My heart breaks for you. I would like to call them up right now and give them a piece of my mind!! They would not treat their family that way! They should understand infertility is hard enough! Praying for you and hoping for comfort. I know how stinking hard it is to keep your chin up but if anyone can it is you :) let me know if you need anything. Hugs

Abbie said...

Oh Ashley I'm so sorry you are going thru this...wish there was something I could do to take the heartache away! Just know that I stopped in my tracks and said a prayer for you - and will continue to do so throughout the next few days. When I was going thru some super rough times in my life this is the verse that got me through it:
The Lord hears his people when they call to him,
He rescues them from all their troubles.
The Lord is close to the brokenhearted;
He rescues those whose spirits are crushed.
Psalm 34:17-18